Posted February 26, 2019

My two daughters have seen and heard it all from me. I was a very verbally abusive mother. I lived the life of hell growing up and my little darlings did too! My oldest is 39, married and has two precious daughters. She hasn’t spoken to me in 16 years and it’s literally killing me. I have been in therapy for 30 years and the pain is so overwhelming. I know where she lives and I write her, but she has never replied!

I had the highs a lot in my 20’s and 30’s which was when I found I was bipolar! My 35-year-old daughter lives in the next town over, and she has left me, as well. She has an illness but is in denial about it!

My son is 26 and he lives in another state. He comes home for Christmas, but this past year he told me he doesn’t like coming home because of the drama. But the drama is about the pain his father and father’s parents have put us through! I think I’m losing him.

Please, someone, tell me how do you live without the people you love so much?