May 8, 2017

I am a 47 year old lady, and have had bipolar for the last 15 years and I have put my life at risk so many times. I have done the most stupid things. I still do it but not so much. I have these amazing highs and no one can stop me. Then I have to come down where I sleep for days, and really cannot move. Then the guilt comes in, like a bloody whirlwind. I can walk down the street and want to scream at the top of my voice, and tell everyone to piss off! Sometimes I do not want to be in my body because it hurts.